Atheists can feel as much awe as religious believers

I'm best friends with awe. If anything awe and I are closer now, in my churchless days, than when I was a religious believer. (See here, here, and here.) Often my awe is stimulated by a simple thought: existence exists. However, sometimes this strikes me as a meaningless truism: of course, existence exists; if it didn't, it wouldn't be existence. Also, if it didn't, I wouldn't be thinking existence exists. Or anything else. Regardless of what makes awe so awesome to me or others, I heartily agreed with Michael Shermer's Skeptic column in the most recent issue of Scientific American.…

My mantra meditation posts inspire me

Om. Here's proof All is One.  About half an hour ago I started to write a new blog post about meditation. But first I wanted to check out some of what I've written before on this subject. So I fired up the Great God Google search box in the right sidebar. I ended up transfixed by the inspirational brilliance of... me.  Geez, I'd forgotten how wise I was back in 2005. And 2006. And 2007. I really enjoyed re-reading five posts about my churchless take on mantra meditation.  Who knows? Maybe nine years from now I'll be equally impressed with…

We are animals. March to the beat of your own beastly drummer.

Recently I got an email message from a woman who told me about some difficulties she is having with both her meditation, and with life -- she said her entire life has been turned upside down. She asked, "I need to connect with someone who understands. Do you think you could shine a little light this direction?" Here's my reply. I didn't give it a lot of thought, which is probably why I liked what I said when I re-read it. I've added a few links. Hmmmmm. I think I understand, because we all are so similar. Yet also, so…

Religion isn’t true, like science, but it is appealing

This is how I like to "worship" these days: at the altar of science, with an Oregon craft beer, fries, and a hempburger at hand. Such is possible here in Salem every third Thursday, when Gilgamesh Brewing holds its Science Night at the brewpub.  I don't drink beer very often. But, man, Gilgamesh's Hopscotch (on the right) really rocks. Beer has come a long way from the not-so-good old days of Budweieser and Schlitz, which my high school friends and I would consume with regularity even though it tasted like shit. The Hopscotch I drank last night was like fine…

Subjective sensations don’t make souls, just people

The title of this post comes from a passage I liked a lot in Adam Gopnik's terrific New Yorker piece, Bigger Than Phil: When did faith start to fade? “Cosmically, I seem to be of two minds,” John Updike wrote, a decade ago. “The power of materialist science to explain everything—from the behavior of the galaxies to that of molecules, atoms, and their sub-microscopic components—seems to be inarguable and the principal glory of the modern mind. "On the other hand, the reality of subjective sensations, desires, and—may we even say—illusions composes the basic substance of our existence, and religion alone,…

Free will debate continues: Harris crushes Dennett

I don't believe in free will. There are good reasons for why I feel this way. And given the conditions of the universe at every instant during my lifetime, which encompasses those reasons, it isn't possible for me to believe or feel about free will in any way other than the way I do now.  That's why I don't believe in free will: I understand that I'm part of a whole, as Einstein put it, called "universe."  As I blogged about a few weeks ago, philosopher Daniel Dennett took some shots at Sam Harris, author of the excellent "Free Will."…

Give me one good reason to believe in God

Come on, religious believers. I'm asking. No, begging. What is One Good Reason I should believe in God? (I'm  capitalizing those three words to show how serious I am about wanting to know.) Believe me, I've considered all the reasons for believing. Including, for many years, not needing any reason at all except faith. That was good enough for me back then. Not now. I love reality too much to keep on believing in God. I doubt whether anyone can come up with a new One Good Reason that makes any more sense than the reasons that have been debated,…

Subjective spiritual experiences can be studied objectively

Someone has a vision of God. Or feels one with the universe. Or has a near-death experience that gives them a glimpse of heaven. Or comes to know that Jesus loves her. What should we make of such experiences? They are undeniably subjective. Yet so is everything that we humans experience as conscious beings. I have no direct access to the consciousness of any other person, nor does anyone else have access to mine. There are two extreme answers to the question I posed. One is to make subjectivity unquestionable. If somebody says "I've seen God!" no one else has…

Ecstatic feelings can be caused by epilepsy

We are a physical brain. This is virtually certain. But even without the supernatural, mysteries abound within our cranium. 

Here's an article from New Scientist (January 25, 2014) called "Fits of Rapture." The title page said:

Why do bliss and ecstasy sometimes accompany epileptic seizures? The answer might shed light on religious awakenings, joy, and the sense of self, says Anil Ananthaswamy. 

I'll share some excerpts, along with the whole piece in a continuation to this post.

As Picard cajoled her patients to speak up about their ecstatic seizures, she found that their sensations could be characterised using three broad categories of feelings (Epilepsy & Behaviour, vol 16, p 539). The first was heightened self-awareness. For example, a 53-year-old female teacher told Picard: "During the seizure it is as if I were very, very conscious, more aware, and the sensations, everything seems bigger, overwhelming me."

The second was a sense of physical well-being. A 37-year-old man described it as "a sensation of velvet, as if I were sheltered from anything negative". The third was intense positive emotions, best articulated by a 64-year-old woman: "The immense joy that fills me is above physical sensations. It is a feeling of total presence, an absolute integration of myself, a feeling of unbelievable harmony of my whole body and myself with life, with the world, with the 'All'," she said.

…It is uncanny how these feelings of serenity, heightened awareness and a slowing of time also underpin apparent religious experiences. Have mystics over the ages been having ecstatic seizures? Picard's patients could see why some might attribute religious meaning to their seizures. "Some of my patients told me that although they are agnostic, they could understand that after such a seizure you can have faith, belief, because it has some spiritual meaning," she says.

It’s ghosts all the way down

One reason I subscribe to New Scientist magazine is the letters. They're always intelligent, often wonderfully thought-provoking.  Here's one from the January 4-10, 2014 issue called "Haunting Thought." From Rick Bradford I suspect the discomfort that most people feel at the notion that they are "just" their physical brain is due to an insufficient respect for matter (30 November, p. 30). Physicists know that matter isn't the lumpen stuff we usually take it for. The closer you look at matter the more it dissolves before your eyes. Mass, the quantification of stuff, is actually the field energy generated by the…

“Buddhist Biology” book paradoxically embraces free will

This happens to me a lot, in my now-churchless frame of mind. I'll buy a book that seems to be in my sweet spot: scientific, yet also philosophical, with just enough of a spiritual-but-not-religious tone.  Like Goldilocks, not too much, not too little. Just right. I don't mean to sound like a crotchety literary perfectionist. I realize that the reason I like to read books is because they're written by people who aren't me. I enjoy reading stuff I don't agree with. So long as I can understand the author's reasons for saying what he or she does. With "Buddhist…

True “religion” — becoming one with nature, not God

For many years, about thirty-five, I believed in pursuing a supernatural sort of oneness. Even wrote a book about how a Neoplatonist Greek philosopher, Plotinus, taught it was possible to Return to the One. That One was viewed as the ultimate source of this physical world, through creative intermediaries. Yet returning to what could loosely be called "God" required transcending materiality and leaving behind sensory awarenesses. I still consider that such might be possible. Heck, anything is possible. But not everything is probable.  These days I'm much more focused on becoming one with nature. Or more accurately, realizing that I'm…

I’m loving True Detective’s existential anti-religious honesty

HBO"s True Detective features Detectives Rustin Cohle (Matthew McConaughey) and Martin Hart (Woody Harrelson). It's a cop show like no other. My wife and I are loving it. It's gritty and bleak, yet so marvelously acted and philosophically intriguing, we eagerly look forward to new episodes.  Rustin Cohle breaks new ground for broadcast television. I've never heard a major TV show character speak about religion and the meaninglessness of existence in such an honest, philosophically-sophisticated way.  Here's an example from the episode we watched a few days ago. Cohle and Hart are following up a lead in their investigation of…